note to self: you really have to be in the mood for black licorice in order to enjoy it.

#i feel like im the only one not watching the golden globes because i dont have cable…

when you’re so tired and down that you’re willing to go against your moral standing and get drunk.

i kind of don’t know why i’m alive

and i think that’s one of the worst things i’ve felt

ever have those nights where all you can think of are the bad things people have said to you?

when you want to make a new years resolution to be nicer to people, but there’s that one bitch you really want to punch in the face.

(Source: ohhayjennay)

so much bored and restlessness

Will you be single over winter?

probably not 

What does the last text in your inbox say?

im not checking

Has someone ever made a promise and broke it?

uhm.. no.. humanity is perfect.. duhhh…

Did you date anyone over the summer?

jyes

Do you think someone likes the same person you like?

psh. better not cuz hes allllll mine ♥

Do you miss your past?

not so much

What was the last drink you had?

uhm… milk 

Would you rather spend a day outside with friends or inside alone?

depends… friday i wanted to be alone, but today i want to be with people

This time last year, do you remember who you liked?

yes lol my christopher ♥

Give me a random lyric from the song you’re listening to:

”_________________________________”

Last awkward moment?

uhhh…. now

Are there certain things that can’t be joked about with you?

eh

Do you know anyone that smokes weed?

yea

What piercings do you have?

ears

Tattoos?

chriswontletme

Is the last person you kissed older than you?

jyes

Does anyone love you besides your family?

i think my friends do?

How has the week been?

tiring yet fun

Do you curse in front of your parents?

sometimes

Are you slowly drifting away from someone?

eh

Does anyone hate you?

dont really care

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

yea but not a 3rd .. thats when i lose hope

What were you doing before you were on the computer?

watching tangled 

Could you handle living together with the last person you texted?

chris? yes 

Were you happy when you woke up today?

yes

You’re locked in a room with the person you last kissed, problems?

nah… id rather be locked in a room with him

If you were in the hospital on life support, would the last person you kissed come see you?

yea

Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?

none of the above… im wearing a night gown… no pants required

Has someone ever told you they loved you, but you didn’t feel the same?

eh

Could you date someone taller than you?

i dont usually have any other option lmao

Have you been a happy, angry, or sad person lately?

sad and then really happy and then mortified and then happy 

Who would you like to see right now?

sleep

Is there someone who can ALWAYS make you smile?

sleep

Do you get along with EVERYONE in your family?

sleep

Do you like long hugs?

tiredd

Do you have a box where you keep all your really important things?

sleeeep

The last time your heart pounded like crazy for a good or bad reason?

sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

What’s the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?

so tired

What’s the first thing that pops into your head when you think of the past summers?

i gave up

Did you sleep alone last night?

really tired

What’s more important, trust or happiness?

omg that question said sleep

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you’ll get it?

sleeeep

Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?

tired

Are you a patient person?

not right now

Do you believe in true love?

i believe in sleep

Do you have alot to learn?

about sleep

Have you taken a shower in the last 24 hours?

sleep

Ever licked someone’s cheek or forehead?

yes sleep

Are you one of those people who just don’t care?

but sleep

Do you have a bad temper?

not if i slept

Have you cried this past week?

letmesleep

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?

omg

Have you ever been in the hospital?

okay

Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?

goodnight

every time i try to be serious, it’s taken as a complete joke.

at the end of the day, i have the satisfaction of knowing that i’ve changed at least one life.

game plan.

if any member of my family leaves food in their dish when they put it in the sink one more time, i will take that dish and throw it either at them or smear the contents on their pillow. its a sink. not a garbage disposal. and i dont want to deal with your fucking garbage.

the next time a hurricane/tornado/any other natural disaster happens, i’m standing in the middle of the street. i really don’t give a fuck.

the next time my mom criticizes my weight i will threaten to kill her or make her feel like the most pathetic piece of shit to walk the planet.

the next time my dad gets pissed at me because i can’t stand when he doesn’t listen to me, i’ll fucking curse him out and move out of this fucking house. 

if they continue to treat me like shit, i’m leaving. even if it means i’m on the fucking street. i get treated with more respect at the DMV and that’s not fucking acceptable.

yes. it sucks that people are dying from this hurricane. and i do feel bad for the little boy killed by a fallen tree. but no. i’m not going to repost some fucking facebook status that says i’m a “sick” person if i don’t repost it. fuck facebook. and fuck all the tumblr posts that do it too. you don’t have to make it public when you do a good deed. the deed in this case caring for the little kid that died and wishing he’ll rest in peace. if you can’t care about that kid without the satisfaction of all of your friends seeing that you care because you posted a status about it, YOU’RE the sick one. erright? erright.

“

You, with your switching sides and your walk-by lies and your humiliation
You, have pointed out my flaws again as if I don’t already see them
I’ll walk with my head down trying to block you out ‘cause I’ll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again

I’ll bet you got pushed around, somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now ‘cause you can’t lead me down that road
And you don’t know what you don’t know

Someday I’ll be living in a big old city
And all you’re ever gonna be is mean
Someday I’ll be big enough so you can’t hit me
And all you’re ever gonna be is mean

”

“Don’t ever let the world get you to that point where it pushes you off the edge. Never let the world get to you like that. People like us, we can’t let that happen and it happens so easily because we’re… we’re sensitive. Fucking world. Fuck the world.”